Tuesday, January 20, 2009

My Life and My Eyes

Hello,

Let me introduce myself before the next thing I write…

My name is Andy T Valle and I am a 19 year old male.

The reason I am starting this blog is to try to put my emotions and feelings to words. That’s not to say what I write is good, but it is my view on things expressed to the best of my ability. More or less what I am saying is this is my way of venting everything on my mind. Whether or not you read what I write I leave up to you.

Now today I am writing about Social anxiety, a mental disease that I myself have. I wanted to create a mock speech of what day to day life is like with social anxiety.

Personal Hell (Joke Social phobia Speech)

Social phobia is the "fear of being judged by others and of potentially being embarrassed or humiliated by your own actions." Ha, well that's about right. Yea I have Social Phobia I find it near imposable to talk to new people. When around large groups of people I feel as if I am going to collapse. Standing in front of people causes me to shake and sweat profusely. I constantly feel like I am being judged by everyone around me. Talking to girls... well yea, you can just forget about that one. The hardest thing to deal with is being alone because of it. It does hurts sometimes I will not lie, but that's life with Social Anxiety. My name is Andrew Valle and I have a Social Phobia. This is my Personal Hell and I live it everyday.



2 comments:

  1. I like how you express yourself. And i'm sorry about the whole social phobia thing. Maybe someday you can overcome it.. =]
    have a good day.

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  2. It's great that you have an outlet for your thoughts and pain. Writing definitely helps. Much respect for sharing with us

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